my mind

mungkin ini menyangkut hati.. seorang biasanya perempuan berpikir lewat hati. sebuah pemikiran terbit melewati hati dan langsung menuju indra. mungkin itu sebab mengapa mereka sering tidak realistis dan lebih sering merasakan sakit hati. kenapa aku berbicara seperti itu? karena saya juga seorang perempuan. saya lebih sering merakan sakit hati walaupun saya sendiri yang telah menyakiti.lebih sering menciptakan masalahnya sendiri.




Ada sebuah pertanyaan yang di dalam jiwaku. sampai kapan akan terus merasa tersakiti? Ini adalah salah satu yang saya sudah mencoba untuk menulis lagi dan lagi. mencoba untuk berpikir dan terus berpikir. tapi..hey..saya ini berpikir dengan hati.. 
dan pada akhirnya hanya bisa tertunduk diam dan menangisi. tenggelam dalam airmataku sendiri. dan mendapati diri mata bengkak sebesar bola tennis keesokan hari.

hahaha...cukup non..sampe kapan mau mengurung diri di kamar, dengan satu kardus tisu dan lagu-lagu sendu....
akhiri masa-masa kelabu......... 
dan saya persembahkan sebuah lagu dari Beyonce untuk anda


Listen lyrics
Songwriters: Preven, Ann; Cutler, Scott; Knowles, Beyonce; Krieger, Henry;

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
{ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/beyonce-lyrics/listen-lyrics.html }
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own

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